Writing about you on Tumblr seems like nothing much, but it’s my way to show you that you never leave my mind, no matter how distance keeps us apart.
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29 Days Letter
The first day I wrote a letter, I tried to express my emotions in words. Saying things in a written language to let you know my feeling sounded like a good idea. So, I decided to send you one. But, I didn’t.
About three weeks after, I supposed to present you something as a reminder that I didn’t forget how long we had been together. I thought I should prove it to you. But, I didn’t.
Just two days ago, you told me how you were impressed by a story I once wrote to someone from the past. I realized that treating you the same romance was the next best thing to do. So, I planned to write you a better love story about us. But, I didn’t.
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I didn’t send the first letter to you, because I wanted you to be my last.
I didn’t remember our anniversary, but until right now I never forget the moment when I met you for first time.
I didn’t write you a better love story about us, and the only reason was because I didn’t want to end it.
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I’m not really comfortable to romantically show what’s inside my heart using words. I’m afraid it will lose the meaning, and you will end up misunderstood. I’m just a man who’s full of excuses and a little less than romantic, but stupid enough to write you a letter. This one you’re reading now is the unwritten letter I wrote for you on the first day. I send it to you now, 29 days later.
February 11
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January Monologue 3

Here is to January.
The month that holds many memories from the past. Some are beautiful, some are better off forgotten. The month where I met some people I was once in love with and the ones that got my heart torn apart. The month where I put my hopes high enough to reach.Here is to forgiving everyone for all their wrongs.
Some things are too hard to forgive, but I can always ignore, for the sake of my pride.Here is to the geography.
Even distance can never beat the feeling of knowing that somewhere out there someone is missing me too.Here is to you.
I love you.
January 31
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But Then I Did
I promised you that you would always be the only one in my eyes. You believed that whenever we were on our dates, I would never look at someone else. But then I did.
I promised you that you would always be the only one I ever texted and talked to on the phone. You believed that I would never respond to those who flirted at me. But then I did.
I promised you that you would always be the only one in my heart. You believed that I would never fall in love with someone else. But then I did.
I promised you that I would always be there for you every time you needed me. You believed that I would never leave your side. But then I did.
I promised you that I would always keep all my promises. You believed that I would never break them. But then I did.
I promised you that I would always accept what happened no matter what. You believed that I would never wonder how it would feel like if I were you, and if you were me, and if everything were the other way around. But then I did.
If I were you, I would never believe in anything I said.
January 24
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